Sri: SrimathE Gopaladesika mahadesikaya nama: Dearest all, Once and then twice, she has sent the messengers and hence she has decided that He would certainly come and hence until He arrives, Parakala nayaki decides to narrate her samslesham and vislesham. The ladies, who languish during separation, get into some kind of quarrel (sort of) when the naayakan arrives and express their anger and pangs of separation). That is natural. Similarly, when He comes, I would also let Him suffer like what I have been or I would suffer in front of Him as well for Him to understand the pain. This is the way poorvars interpreted. Or it may also mean: I would drop off all my anger and would not quarrel with Him. I would love to embrace Him tight when He arrives and only till then, I would suffer from these pangs of separation. After He arrives, I can even tie Him down with my love and I am confident and capable of that. Until such time comes, I would survive and hold my breath. anRaayar kulamagaLuk karaiyan Rannai alaikadalaik kadainthadaittha ammaan Rannai, kunRaatha valiyarakkar kOnai maaLak koduncilaivaaych sarandhuranthu kulanga Laindhu venRaanai, kunReduttha thOLi Nnaanai virithirain^eer viNNagaram maruvi naaLum ninRaanai, thaNkudanthaik kidandha maalai nediyaanai adin^aayEn ninainthit thEnE 29 then ilankai araN sidhaRi â for crushing and destroying the tall ramparts of most beautiful lankA, avuNan maaLa â for killing raavaNaasura senRu â crossed the deep vast ocean; ulagam moonRinai thirindhu- measured the huge three worlds during trivikrama avathAram; Or thEr â unmatched chariot of Arjuna man ilangu â with all kings taking part in bharathatthai â the field of Kuruskshethra battle; maaLa oorndha â (He) drove the chariot to conduct the battle to victory (for paaNdavas) varai maruvin maa kaLiRRai â that huge mountain like male elephant (my Lord) vaaraay thozhee â oh my dear friend! naan â such helpless me enthan ponilangu â to my golden coloured (which have become pale now) mulai kuvattil â breasts (as the pillar) pootti koNdu â would tie Him down to pogaamai vallEn aay- capable of that so that He does not leave me ands go anywhere pulavi yeydhi â The suffering that I am undergoing now with angam ellaam- all parts of my body inbam yeydha- in order to get happiness in front of Him (at all times) ninaindhu â I would always be thinking of Him and His deeds and melt in contemplation. Of my dear friend! He would certainly come. When He comes, donât look at Him even. You also listen to me. Donât smile at Him even. He destroyed lankA and raavaNan. He measured the whole Universe. He drove chariot so successfully in the vast battle field of Kuruskhethra. He thinks that He is so victorious and strong like the mountain. He is proud of Himself â perhaps because of such grand deeds. I would time that elephant down. I am capable of that. I would hold Him down to my tender breasts. He would not go anywhere else after that. He would behave like a tamed elephant. I would not like to hug Him and embrace Him subsequently. If I unite with Him, then, He would leave after some time with me. Then, He does not come for many days. I would rather suffer than sinusoidal pleasures and pains alternately. Just by seeing Him, I would gain happiness and my body parts would enjoy as well. That is enough for me. I would pass my time thinking of all the troubles that He has been giving me. Let Him also listen to my problems. I want to see Him suffer hearing my pains and pangs of separation. That is adequate for me. Poottik koNdu â I would hold him down to my breasts; Thus, I would not touch Him, though I am capable of tying Him down to. Thus, Parakala Nayaki turns to her friend in desperation and describes her helpless state due to the separation from her Lord. She remembers the times she was with Him (SamslEsham) and says that she will prefer the sorrow of Vislesham (separation) for fear of gaining Him back and losing Him again AzhwAr ThiruvaDigaLE SaraNam Regards Namo Narayana dAsan ------------------------------------ Oppiliappan Koil Varadachari Sadagopan http://www.sadagopan.org Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Oppiliappan/ <*> Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <*> To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Oppiliappan/join (Yahoo! ID required) <*> To change settings via email: mailto:Oppiliappan-digest@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mailto:Oppiliappan-fullfeatured@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: Oppiliappan-unsubscribe@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
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