Sri: SrimathE Gopaladesika mahadesikaya nama: Dearest all, Parakala nayaki when seeing the very Lord Himself gets carried away with His Parathvam and forgets that she was longing to unite with Him. She performs anjali.. maivaNNa naRungunci kuzhalpin thaazha magaramsEr kuzhaiyirupaa dilangi yaada, eyvaNNa vencilaiyE thuNaiyaa ingE iruvaraay vandhaaren munnE ninRaar kaivaNNam thaamaraivaay kamalam pOlum kaNNiNaiyum aravindham adiyum aqdhE, avvaNNath thavarn^ilaimai kaNdum thOzhee! avarain^aam dhEvaren Ranci NnOmE thozhee - oh friend! The one who wishes to know and enjoy my anubhavam! Listen. mai vaNNam â dark collyrium like colored naRu kunji kuzhal â most fragrant dense tresses pin thaazha- hanging beautifully at the back of the head makaram sEr kuzhai iru paadu ilangi aada- the fish like ear studs swing both sides shining and glittering; yey vaNNam â with an arrow capable of being aimed at; vem silai thuNai aa- with the strong bow; ingE- at this place- where I am now talking to you; iruvaraay- bringing another one with Him vandhaar- came here in front of me; (that time- what I saw is this) kaivaNNam â the hands (palms) thaamarai- were like the red lotus flowers; vaay â the curvy mouth was like kamalam poalum- the red lotus as well kaNNgaLin iNaium aravindhamâ the pair of eyes is also like the red lotus flowers adiyum a:dhE- the lotus feet are also the same (beautiful red lotus flowers) av vaNNatthu avar nilaimai- such a beautiful divine appearance as my nAyakan (husband) kaNdum â though I had seen such an enchanting appearance; dEvar enRu anjinOmE- thinking that He is the very God Himself and I was afraid of considering Him as my nAyakan. When seeing the Lordâs exquistite unmatched beauty, sowndharya, laavaNya, and His prowess (veerya, shakthi, thEjas), AzhwAr realized that He has to be Supreme Lord and hence it was difficult for Parakala nayaki to consider Him as the bharthA (husband). The AzhwAr first considered the Lord as Bhagavaan and slowly transformed to the state of nAyaki to Him with an intense love for Him.. Thus when the Lord appeared in front of her (nayaki), first she found herself going back to the AzhwArâs initial phase and hence could not mingle with the Lord then and there immediately. That state is being addressed here in this verse so beautifully. His dark thirumEni is overshadowed by the dark black desne tresses that hang at the nape of His neck. If He comes alone, perhaps she would have considered Him as the husband. He came as a pair along with another one.. (Lakshmana?) Perhaps SitA PiraaTTi would have had such a state of mind seeing Lord Raama from her palace. May be He is testing Parakala nayaki- if She is falling love with the other one or the Him? He came in the front and His companion behind. He stood in front of me. The curly black long tresses; the lovely ear studs that hang out till the neck; the strong shoulders and those lotus like palms; the red lotus flowers were everywhere; right upto His lotus feet. The limbs and the tresses and those red lotus like palms, mouth, the Pair of eyes; lotus feet â were all mesmerizing me. Instead of falling in love with Him, I performed anjali to Him considering Him as the very God Himself. What could I do? The long cherished Parathvam and Lordship alone surfaced and I forgot that He is my beloved nAyakan as well. AzhwAr ThiruvaDigaLE SaraNam Regards Namo Narayana dAsan ------------------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SriRangaSri/ <*> Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <*> To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SriRangaSri/join (Yahoo! ID required) <*> To change settings via email: mailto:SriRangaSri-digest@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mailto:SriRangaSri-fullfeatured@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: SriRangaSri-unsubscribe@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
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