SrI: SrImathE gopaladesika mahadesikaya namah: Dearest Srivaishnavas, Even for few days, if one is servant for others, it is difficult. When such is the case, why are you saying and seeking for eternal servitude to Me? What ignorance is this! ? Lord appears to ask. Alavandhaar responds: I am the slave for the kalyANa guNAs of Yours; Your kalyANa guNas stupefy me; they overwhelm me with such a desire and servitude. Even when I am down with such karmic diseases, still You have blessed me with the [little] knowledge of kalyANa guNAs; and that?s what engulfs me. Hence even in the midst of karmic diseases, I seek for the enjoyment and enslaving at Your Feet. After Saranagathi, till the final moment [dhEhaavasaanam], one needs to enjoy nothing else other than association with Him, His lotus feet in some form or other, devotion at Him; bhAgawatha sambandham and stay where bhAgawathas reside.; and be in the vicinity of their glances, etc.. is what prapannan should seek for. Thus like mOksham, these also can be asked for from the Lord and hence what is the worry? Or shyness? durantasyaadEr apariharaNeeyasya mahathO niheenaachaarO(S)ham nrpasu bhasyaaspadhamapi dayaa sindhO! bandhO! Niravadhika vaatsalya jaladhE! thava smaaram smaaram guNagaNam itheecchaami patabhi: [58] The lowliest one- ahankaari- myself- am destined to undergo the and suffer the mahaa paapams that have been performed are yielding fruits now with no limits and completely unbounded; which can not be exhausted even with praayschitthams; every one of the paapam is like a huge mountain; - such a respoitory of all vices and cruelty; beast of a human with absolutely no standard of conduct. Oh most compassionate Lord! Whose only thought is to remove the dhukka [sorrows] of others! Sarva vidha bandhu! You are an ocean of mercy and all relations to me (father, mother, friend, et al). Fondly remembering You again and again, and Your sowlabhya, sowseelya kalyANa guNAs, I am completely without any fear and hence as mentioned earlier, I seek the above desires here itself in this world. (like mOkshaanubhavam). I am the beast of human (nrupasu); even though I am a lowliest one with beastly behaviour and the abode of all grave sins; Oh dhayaa sindhO (ocean of mercy)!, Oh Father! Mother! I am devoid of all fears because of remembering your most wonderful most auspicious kalyANa guNAs; again and again; and I pray as above (57) Akruthyaanaamcha karaNam; kruthyaanaam varjanam cha mE.. Bhagavad, BhAgawatha apachaaram.. No AchAram at all; And no parihaaram also for all these transgressions against saasthrAs. Alavandhaar ThiruvaDigaLE SaraNam Regards Namo Narayana dAsan __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Mail - Find what you need with new enhanced search. http://info.mail.yahoo.com/mail_250 ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> $4.98 domain names from Yahoo!. Register anything. http://us.click.yahoo.com/Q7_YsB/neXJAA/yQLSAA/VkWolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SriRangaSri/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: SriRangaSri-unsubscribe@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
Home Page
http://www.ibiblio.org/sripedia |
srirangasri-subscribe@yahoogroups.com To subscribe to the list |