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Dear SrimAn Soundararajan,

Thank you for your kind words about my being a
"believable SriVaishnavan"! (Please permit me to say
however that an "un-believable SriVaishnavan" would be
a contradiction in terms).

I'm glad you ask me about Sri Mukkur
Lakshminarasimhachariar. Though he is no more amidst
us bodily, let me say Sri Mukkur Swami continues to be
my mentor and inspiration in spirit.

There is not a single day that passes without my
remembering him. A phrase that he uttered, a story he
narrated, a difficult philosphical concept he
elaborated for the sake of a lay person like me, a
majestic Vedic passage he recited in that inimitable
style of his, a poignant "pAsuram" he quoted in praise
of his beloved Nrsimhan.... any one or more of these
things keep crossing my mind, again and again, almost
daily in my day-to-day life --- whether I'm at work in
the office, driving, reading a book or taking an
evening walk... 

Sri Mukkur Swamy lives with me still... and we
continue to share our silent conversations on this and
that matter ... and more. 

Do I miss him, after all these years? Of course, yes,
I miss him terribly. More intensely than I could or
even wish to describe in plain words. 

There are 2 dear persons in life whose earthly
departure I still continue to grieve over --- firstly,
my "thAyyAr", Sangeeta Kalanidhi Smt.Mani Krishnaswami
and secondly, my 'mAnaseeka guru' Sri Mukkur Swamy.
Grief passes in time, but pain, stubborn pain,
sometimes just refuses to go the same way.

When I recollect some of my most special moments with
these two souls that were so dear to me in my life, I
cannot but help feel and echo the poet's moving words:

     When oft upon the couch I lie,
       In vacant or in pensive mood,
     They flash upon the inward eye,
       Which is the bliss of solitude...

So, Sir, if you ask me the question why in my postings
on the Tiruvenkatam or SriRangasri lists, I don't
openly profess anymore my prized association with
Mukkur Swamy, what can I really say? Perhaps only that
I should be left alone to savour my private and
pensive moments with him -- in solitude, in bliss and
in the abiding quietness that only the inward eye
knows?

Thank you so much, however, for your mail. It helped
me today remember a departed mentor... as I certainly
do every other day too.

Regards,

respectfully,

dAsan,
Sudarshan
    
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 --- svadoolan <svadoolan@xxxxxxxxx> wrote: 
> 
> Dear Sri Sudarshan:
> Herein you could have re-narrated your discussion
> with Sri Mukkur 
> Swamiji regarding performing prAyaschitham for
> having worked in a 
> muslim country.
> 
> By the way, your yesteryear mails always had
> something to say about 
> your mAnasIga Acharyan Mukkur Swamiji. But since his
> reaching 
> Acharyan thiruvadi, but for the few mails wherein
> you refer to him 
> as late (who is late? we or he in reaching the very
> purpose (atleast 
> namesake claim) of Vaikunta prApti) you have stopped
> referring to 
> him.Hasnt he provided anymore food for your
> thoughts?
> 
> Does one have to be live to be ones mAnasIka
> Acharyan?
> 
> Im writing this since, over years, Ive seen very few
> believabale 
> Srivaishnavas like you.
> 
> Regards
> dAsan
> SoundararAjan
 

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