How do I
forget?
The ThirunAgai azhagiyAr's beauty and the
desire of parakAla nAyaki to immeditely attain His feet did not fructify.This
had a cumulative effect and deep frustration followed.The empty promises of the
Lord 'indicating timeand place' of tryst with Him surfaced in the mind of
AzhwAr. The Lord of ThriuppullANi had
indicated 'AzhwAr, I shall meet You at the gardens of ThruppullANi' but never came forth in
person.
However, the mind of AzhwAr revolved and
circled on Him only,again and again.She was never able to forget
Him.
We, the ordinary souls try all means and
methods to think of Him constantly without detraction for a few minutes and here
lO! AzhwAr is trying to forget Him and exclaims
'What should I do to forget
Him?'
not able to restrain her
mind.
All this is described by AzhwAr in the
third thirumozhi of the ninth ten 'thannai naivikkil
en?
'murugu vaNDuN malar
kaidhiyin nEzhalin munnoru nAL'9-3-2;
The plant under which AzhwAr was supposed
to meet is also indicated 'under the private shadows of the kaidhai
plant'
AzhwAr goes a step further and comes up
with a witness. Here is the beetle which is thewitness for the
promise
'kongUN vaNDEA kariyAga
vandhAn, koDiyEARku- mun
nangaL Esan namakkEA
paNitha mozhi seidhilan.." 9-3-4;
The EmperumAn did not fulfill his words
despite the beetle being the witness.
and is ina futile attempt to forget Him
tries for methods of doing this
'yEAdhu seidhAl
maRakkEAn?'9-3-3;
and goes on in this
fashion
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